Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Time After Time.

Waiting for the fall out.
For you to fade away.
It's never been enough
to stay the same.
It's hard to feel rejected,
When you've never been accepted.
HA.The pain.
It feels the same.
Time after time.
Here's me,
fading to grey.
Here's me,
finding my way
Across the circle
Around the globe
With my memories rusty
and my voice astray.
Why does what hurt me,
never change?
And time after time
I notice,
that love exists.
For everyone but me.
And time after time
I find
People learn to deal with the sorrow.
Not me though.
Time after time
The world feels
happier.
Not on the inside
of this shallow brain.
Have you ever just wanted to die?