Thursday, May 19, 2011

Bubble Of Solitude

I know who I am,
and I know that I miss you.
But honey, you're a bitch,
and i just can't break through.

The rejection all around,
it's too much for me to face right now.
All I have are your memories,
to keep my fee on the ground.

Can you see these wounds?
See these scars...
Yeah, they're all self inflicted.
But now I love the pain.
I'm addicted.

You see how I walk,
So calm and alone.
I'm far from calm inside,
if you walked by me,
you'd know.

See how I sit,
so silently.
There's a lot to say,
I'm just shy and naive.

See how I stare,
At the cliques and crowds passing by?
No I don't want to be a part of it,
Once I've been on the outside.

And it's all because of you.
You're anger, far from vindicated.
I don't know whether to thank you,
Or whether I'll grow to hate it.